Getting to know me……

The lovely Three for a girl tagged me in this linky to answer a few questions about myself. As I’m a blogging newbie, thought it might be fun:

When was the last time you cried?
about 30 mins ago 😦 my man rang me and I burst into tears (he doesnt always have that effect on me lol) he is working away until Friday!

Are you named after anyone?
The midwife who delivered me was a Deborah 

Do you have kids?
Nope, its a work in progress shall we say 😉

If you were another person would you be a friend to yourself?
Yes definitely I always have wine in the cupboard id make a great wine buddy!

Do you use sarcasm a lot?
Moi? never!

Will you ever bungee jump?
No I like my feet firmly on the ground!

What’s your favourite cereal?
can not beat a bowl of crunchy nuts

What’s the first thing you notice about people?
Their smile 🙂 

What’s your eye colour?
Brown.

Scary movie or Happy ending?
oooooo am I aloud to say both? I am a sucker for a happy ending but have been know to watch films that scare me half to death, to the point I wont go upstairs to the loo on my own lol

Favourite smells?
Bacon, Cut Grass, Coffee and Sunday Roast to name a few…..oh and bleach!!!!

What’s the furthest you’ve been from home?
Down Under

Where were you born?
York

Do you have any special talents?
I can roll my tongue over, do the splits and touch my nose with my tongue haha

Do you have any hobbies?
Cooking, Drinking, travelling and now blogging yippee

Do you have any pets?
No not since the hamster incident……

Favourite Film?
The Notebook, Grease, Airplane, Back to The Future, Breakfast at Tiffanys

Do you have any siblings?
2 Sisters and 2 Brothers

phew thats it done 🙂 hope I have not scared you off!…come back…..COME BACK!!!! 😉

I’m tagging the following lovely ladies in case they would like to join in and look forward to having a nosy at their answers…

Allotment Mum

Mammasauras

Stressy Mummy

:0) have fun!

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Why I am starting this blog…..

Thank you for taking the time to read my very first ever blog post. This is a very personal blog, you probably wonder why I am going to blog publicly about something so personal, well after sitting in the bath last night sobbing my heart out, I realised that I bottle my feelings up far too much and this then results in crazy outbursts which can not be good for me or my other half. I don’t have family that I can confide in and at the moment I don’t feel able to speak to my friends, which is crazy I know but it’s of fear of either just bursting into tears when I approach the subject or looking like a complete obsessive looney toon.

What is the subject on the blog, I hear you say?? Baby Making!

Since I was a young girl when I became an Aunty at 7yrs old, I have longed for the day to be a Mummy. Now with my 30th birthday fast approaching I am in panic mode. I had ‘older’ parents and always vowed I would never be an older parent. I always imagined that by the age of 30 I would be married and be at least on my 3rd child but unfortunately I am not. I do however have a wonderful man who I have spent the last 12 years of my life with and for 7 of those we have been engaged. He is the man who I want to grow old with, be the father of my children and my husband for life, I do feel very lucky to have found him.

I quick intro: We stopped using all form of contraceptives 2 years ago, I say this with such a huge sigh, TWO YEARS!! has it really been that long, 2 years of spending every month surviving the 2ww, crying every month the witch arrives, getting hopes up when im a few days late and of course the constant symptom spotting which drives me insane!

Anyway this is a place I am going to confide my inner most thoughts, share my findings, log my journey and fingers crossed I can share some happier news with you soon.

What I want to gain from this blog, by posting all my thoughts here I hope to gain some sanity back in day-to-day life.

Now….where do I start…….

oh and if you pop by please say hello and introduce yourself.. 🙂