You are probably wondering why I am going to blog publicly about something so personal, well after sitting in the bath last night sobbing my heart out, I realised that I bottle my feelings up far too much and this then results in crazy outbursts which can not be good for me or my other half.
I don’t have family that I can confide in and at the moment I don’t feel able to speak to my friends, which is crazy I know but it’s of fear of either just bursting into tears when I approach the subject or looking like a complete obsessive looney toon.
What is the subject on the blog, I hear you say?? Baby Making!
We have been trying for 2 years, I say this with such a huge sigh, TWO YEARS!! has it really been that long, 2 years of spending every month surviving the 2ww, crying every month the witch arrives, getting hopes up when im a few days late and of course the constant symptom spotting which drives me insane!
Anyway this is a place I am going to confide my inner most thoughts, share my findings, log my journey and fingers crossed I can share some happier news with you soon……and watch out for some TMI……I will try and share as much as I can with you but will give you a heads up before hand.
What I want to gain from this blog, by posting all my thoughts here I hope to gain some sanity back in day-to-day life.
Now….where do I start…….
oh and if you pop by please say hello and introduce yourself.. 🙂